Thursday, April 26

I have a publishing deal..........

.........In theory.
I have been made an 'offer' via my agent.
When she told me, I felt... nothing. I'm not sure why I feel this way. Is it because after seven whole years I am drained? I just feel numb.

It wasn't until 3 hours later that I dared to say to myself; "I'm a writer. I am a writer!" A spot of cautious excitement and then, nothingness, again.
A defence mechanism perhaps?

I've yet to sign anything, so things could still go tits up...

You know what, I'm not going to psychoanalyse this, just remain in the moment, thank God (always) and wait for that spark of excitement to hit me.

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